So last night I finally had another dream about him. It's been a long while since I've last been able to see him. To be honest, it was something unexpected and I'm actually happy to have seen him. My previous dreams have all brought pain and tears for me but this one was different. It was just like old times and I was able to just hang out and spend time with him. We joked like we used to. Picked on each other and we were just comfortable with one another. It felt so real that I didn't wanna get up at all...I miss him...Sigh....love you always daddy....theary....
its weird how the only time i actually think of xanga is when i'm down or when something is crossing my philosophical mind. Well, here's the story...It's been about over a year now since he's been gone but yet, I'm not fully recovered from it yet and i have a feeling that i never will be recovered. I've been trying to avoid all the confrontations about him being gone and its helping me not to think about him and about what has happened. But every time some one mentions him it just tears me apart and then the pain comes back. He's left a scar and it's here to stay forever....
My best friend gave me the best advice He said each day's a gift and not a given right Leave no stone unturned, leave your fears behind And try to take the path less traveled by That first step you take is the longest stride
If today was your last day and tomorrow was too late Could you say goodbye to yesterday? Would you live each moment like your last? Leave old pictures in the past Donate every dime you have? If today was your last day
Against the grain should be a way of life What's worth the prize is always worth the fight Every second counts 'cause there's no second try So live like you'll never live it twice Don't take the free ride in your own life
If today was your last day and tomorrow was too late Could you say goodbye to yesterday? Would you live each moment like your last? Leave old pictures in the past Donate every dime you have? Would you call old friends you never see? Reminisce of memories Would you forgive your enemies? Would you find that one you're dreamin' of? Swear up and down to God above That you finally fall in love If today was your last day
If today was your last day Would you make your mark by mending a broken heart? You know it's never too late to shoot for the stars Regardless of who you are So do whatever it takes 'Cause you can't rewind a moment in this life Let nothin' stand in your way Cause the hands of time are never on your side
If today was your last day and tomorrow was too late Could you say goodbye to yesterday?
Would you live each moment like your last? Leave old pictures in the past Donate every dime you have? Would you call old friends you never see? Reminisce of memories Would you forgive your enemies? Would you find that one you're dreamin' of? Swear up and down to God above That you finally fall in love If today was your last day
a lot has changed since last year. its crazy how so many things can change within one year. as i grow i've learn to realized that EVERYTHING is unfair. reality is unfair. life never goes as planned and that the things you want the most will be the thing you won't be able to get. this really makes me question the reason behind life and its purpose. is there really a purpose?
so i'm supposed to be doing my paper its already late...but yet i'm here on xanga looking for songs and lyrics and i just so happened to come across this one....i'm madly in love with it...for some reason this song just grabs my heart....maybe because i too...want to be in a place where i can just rest my head....sigh....don't see that coming any time soon...i don't understand it...why i offer my all only to get hurt in the end...but yet after i'm hurt i get up and the repeating cycle happens again and again...i wonder if life can ever shine like the rays of the suns or will it always remain gray and gloomy until the death bed....when does true happiness exist in this life span...do one has to wait until their death bed in order for them to find happiness?...
Do you know where your heart is? Do you think you can find it? Or did you trade it for something Somewhere better just to have it? Do you know where your love is? Do you think that you lost it? You felt it so strong, but Nothing's turned out how you wanted
Well, bless my soul You're a lonely soul Cause you won't let go Of anything you hold
Well, all I need Is the air I breathe And a place to rest My head
Do you know what your fate is? And are you trying to shake it? You're doing your best and Your best look You're praying that you make it
Well, bless my soul You're a lonely soul Cause you won't let go Of anything you hold
Well, all I need Is the air I breathe And a place to rest My head
I said I all I need Is the air I breathe And a place to rest My head
Do you think you can find it? Do you think you can find it? Do you think you can find it? Better than you had it Do you think you can find it? Do you think you can find it? Do you think you can find it? Yeah, better than you had it (Better than you had it)
I said I all I need Is the air I breathe And a place to rest My head
I said I all I need Is the air I breathe And a place to rest My head
Whenever the end is Do you think you can see it? Well, until you get there Go on, go ahead and scream it Just say it
