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Name: Theary
Birthday: 3/5/1989
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Wednesday, June 03, 2009

So last night I finally had another dream about him. It's been a long while since I've last been able to see him. To be honest, it was something unexpected and I'm actually happy to have seen him. My previous dreams have all brought pain and tears for me but this one was different. It was just like old times and I was able to just hang out and spend time with him. We joked like we used to. Picked on each other and we were just comfortable with one another. It felt so real that I didn't wanna get up at all...I miss him...Sigh....love you always daddy....theary....


Sunday, February 22, 2009

the scar

its weird how the only time i actually think of xanga is when i'm down or when something is crossing my philosophical mind. Well, here's the story...It's been about over a year now since he's been gone but yet, I'm not fully recovered from it yet and i have a feeling that i never will be recovered. I've been trying to avoid all the confrontations about him being gone and its helping me not to think about him and about what has happened. But every time some one mentions him it just tears me apart and then the pain comes back. He's left a scar and it's here to stay forever....


Sunday, December 14, 2008

NICKELBACK- IF TODAY WAS YOUR LAST DAY


My best friend gave me the best advice
He said each day's a gift and not a given right
Leave no stone unturned, leave your fears behind
And try to take the path less traveled by
That first step you take is the longest stride

If today was your last day
and tomorrow was too late
Could you say goodbye to yesterday?
Would you live each moment like your last?
Leave old pictures in the past
Donate every dime you have?
If today was your last day

Against the grain should be a way of life
What's worth the prize is always worth the fight
Every second counts 'cause there's no second try
So live like you'll never live it twice
Don't take the free ride in your own life

If today was your last day
and tomorrow was too late
Could you say goodbye to yesterday?
Would you live each moment like your last?
Leave old pictures in the past
Donate every dime you have?
Would you call old friends you never see?
Reminisce of memories
Would you forgive your enemies?
Would you find that one you're dreamin' of?
Swear up and down to God above
That you finally fall in love
If today was your last day

If today was your last day
Would you make your mark by mending a broken heart?
You know it's never too late to shoot for the stars
Regardless of who you are
So do whatever it takes
'Cause you can't rewind a moment in this life
Let nothin' stand in your way
Cause the hands of time are never on your side

If today was your last day
and tomorrow was too late
Could you say goodbye to yesterday?

Would you live each moment like your last?
Leave old pictures in the past
Donate every dime you have?
Would you call old friends you never see?
Reminisce of memories
Would you forgive your enemies?
Would you find that one you're dreamin' of?
Swear up and down to God above
That you finally fall in love
If today was your last day



Sunday, November 30, 2008

growing

a lot has changed since last year. its crazy how so many things can change within one year. as i grow i've learn to realized that EVERYTHING is unfair. reality is unfair. life never goes as planned and that the things you want the most will be the thing you won't be able to get. this really makes me question the reason behind life and its purpose. is there really a purpose?


Friday, November 14, 2008

so i'm supposed to be doing my paper its already late...but yet i'm here on xanga looking for songs and lyrics and i just so happened to come across this one....i'm madly in love with it...for some reason this song just grabs my heart....maybe because i too...want to be in a place where i can just rest my head....sigh....don't see that coming any time soon...i don't understand it...why i offer my all only to get hurt in the end...but yet after i'm hurt i get up and the repeating cycle happens again and again...i wonder if life can ever shine like the rays of the suns or will it always remain gray and gloomy until the death bed....when does true happiness exist in this life span...do one has to wait until their death bed in order for them to find happiness?...


Do you know where your heart is?
Do you think you can find it?
Or did you trade it for something
Somewhere better just to have it?
Do you know where your love is?
Do you think that you lost it?
You felt it so strong, but
Nothing's turned out how you wanted

Well, bless my soul
You're a lonely soul
Cause you won't let go
Of anything you hold

Well, all I need
Is the air I breathe
And a place to rest
My head

Do you know what your fate is?
And are you trying to shake it?
You're doing your best and
Your best look
You're praying that you make it

Well, bless my soul
You're a lonely soul
Cause you won't let go
Of anything you hold

Well, all I need
Is the air I breathe
And a place to rest
My head

I said I all I need
Is the air I breathe
And a place to rest
My head

Do you think you can find it?
Do you think you can find it?
Do you think you can find it?
Better than you had it
Do you think you can find it?
Do you think you can find it?
Do you think you can find it?
Yeah, better than you had it (Better than you had it)

I said I all I need
Is the air I breathe
And a place to rest
My head

I said I all I need
Is the air I breathe
And a place to rest
My head

Whenever the end is
Do you think you can see it?
Well, until you get there
Go on, go ahead and scream it
Just say it

Say (All I Need) - OneRepublic



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